Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Hermit

I'm going away to be by myself. I'm tired of all of you. You walk around with your words and your pride and you just make me sick. You're so careless. So loveless.

I'm going away to feel the shape of myself again. I tend to lose sight of who I am in my efforts to find a place among you. What was it he taught me? There is no place for me. Not one of you will understand me, much less want me.

I'm going away to be myself again. The only place I feel like me is...Alone. I'll curl up inside myself and go back to sleep. I'll lie. I'll hide. I'll stop trying.

It's so much better this way.

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